I don't know what it is. I've felt so restless and not in control recently, and it's driving me insane.
- I'm still not used to being back in Oneonta yet
- I'm not used to living in the apartment yet
- I'm not used to the "teaching" styles of my professors
- Everyday something goes wrong at WONY that I have to deal with
- I have a pain in my lower abdomen/groin area that won't go away and is making me nervous
- I have to move my car every few hours to keep in line with the insane Oneonta parking laws
- Gas prices are spiraling out of control
- New Orleans is under water
- I've been trying to track down this mysterious financial aid I'm counting on
- I get to hear kids screaming on Main Street every night, pissing in the alley underneath my window
- I keep losing everything
I am a creature of routine. If I don't feel like I can anticipate that will happen next or that I am in control of what is going on, I get very tense. Right now I'm very tense.
Is this just me or is anyone else feel like this lately?
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